What do criminals look like?

Fatimata Cham  | 

(Courtesy of Fatimata Cham)

(Courtesy of Fatimata Cham)

Student poet Fatimata Cham shares her poem about the perception of criminals and how the U.S. justice system treats Black people.

I’ve always looked up to my father, the most selfless person I know. My father left his home in the Gambia at 15 and traveled to Côte d'Ivoire, where he built houses. When he immigrated to America in the '90s, he took a lot of those same skills and applied them to his career in carpentry and graphic design. He was very handy, teaching himself the skills he needed for his careers and watching movies to learn how to speak English. He knew that his first priority was always his family back home and what they would need.

Navigating this world as a Black man, my father has faced many challenges. When I was young, the law enforcement accused my father of harming me, violently questioning him for hours. I knew if he hadn’t been Black, they would not have treated him the way they did. Stereotypes continued when we’d go to parent-teacher conferences and my teachers couldn’t believe that my father was involved in my life and cared about my academic success, just because of the way he looked.

I wanted people to think about the country we live in and if justice is truly at the center for all people. What is society’s perception of criminals and is that perception true?
— Fatimata Cham

When I was thinking about the Black Lives Matter movement and the issues facing Black people in America, I knew I needed a lens to talk about it. Considering how America perceives crimes and treats Black people with regards to criminal justice shows how systemic these issues are. It shows how Black people cannot even do basic things without possibly losing their lives. When I started writing this poem, I was thinking about people’s perceptions and how they largely contribute to how we treat others. Often Black people are criminalized in America, and I wanted readers to really think about the question I keep repeating throughout the poem: What do criminals look like? I wanted people to think about the country we live in and if justice is truly at the center for all people. What is society’s perception of criminals and is that perception true? 

This poem means a lot to me as a young Black Muslim woman because it encompasses a large part of my identity. My identity as a Black woman who is unapologetically herself and outspoken about the issues she cares about is something I thought about whilst writing this poem. I also thought about the case of Sandra Bland, an outspoken Black woman who lost her life in police custody after she was arrested during a traffic stop. Being a Muslim woman, I also want to debunk false narratives about Muslims, like people equating Muslims to terrorists.


What do criminals look like?

What do criminals look like? 

At a young age I’ve always wondered because 

To me 

All I saw were women and men who looked like me 

Melanated 

With brown eyes 

Golden specks 

Just when the sun hit them 

You see light 

Black hair 

Curls 

Kinky or loose 

Rough hands from all the work they do 

What do criminals look like? 

Was it the men who stood outside my house 

And protected me 

Told me to stay in school 

What do criminals look like? 

Was it the men with low hanging pants 

Who would never dare to go shoot up a school 

Because they got too much heart 

What does a criminal look like? 

Is it the man with strong arms 

5’8 

Who made sure my dreams 

Were his 

He was mine and I was his 

The man who would sing me lullabies at night 

Who stayed awake so I could fall asleep 

Peacefully 

The man who cared so much 

That he’d die for me 

The man whom I always worried about 

Wondering

 if he would come back home 

Every time he stepped outside his house 

There was a clock on his life 

Ticking ticking 

Society painted him as a criminal 

But he was my father 

The one who spoke my native tongue 

So well 

There were never goodbyes with my father 

Only see you later sunshine 

What do criminals look like? 

Are they the people who sit in Congress 

In their gray suits 

Pens in hand 

Writing legislation 

To enslave my people 

Mass incarceration 

What do criminals look like? 

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We don’t want to integrate 

What do criminals look like?

Does a criminal look like 

Parkland shooting 

Sandy hook five 

Columbine 

Amber guyger 

What do criminals look like? 

Trayvon martin 

A bag of skittles 

Tamir rice 

Toy pistol 

Sandra bland 

Traffic stop 

What do criminals look like? 

Do they have this beautiful scarf wrapped around their head? 

Do they have Melanated skin like mine? 

Do they prostrate in prayer 5 times? 

Or 

Do they fast for 30 days

From sunrise to sunset 

Do they give Zakat 

Do they wait for the Athan 

To ring in their ears 

What do criminals look like? 

They never wait for our hearts to beat twice 

They pull the trigger and were gone 

Left alone to die 

Blood covering our bodies 

Leaving our vessels empty 

Lifeless corpses 

But when we don’t get honored 

Until we die 

We aren’t celebrated till we die 

There’s always a clock on our lives 

Ticking ticking 

And I’m still asking this question 

What do criminals look like? 

Do they look like these people who have become hashtags 

Or do they look like the people in blue and white uniforms 

Saying they are here to protect us 

Or do they look like politicians 

In grey suits and their deafening silence 

What do criminals look like? 

I ask myself silently

Looking into the mirror 

And wondering if the criminal was me 

Because sometimes 

People tell you so much 

You start to believe it too 

It doesn’t matter if I prostrate in prayer 

Or wrap this beautiful scarf in happiness 

Or if I held my father's hands a little tighter 

I always end up losing 

Either someone 

Or the person staring right back at me 

So I ask again 

What does a criminal look like?

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Meet the Author
Meet the Author
Fatimata Cham

is originally from the Bronx, New York and now lives in Easton, Pennsylvania where she is a sophomore at Lafayette College. She is a human rights activist, published poet and motivational speaker.